Who ever said boys can't be cyatties? 20090131
lol dummies.
literal terms, LOL. my spidey senses are kicking in and i know whats what. SMART SMART SMART. i found the clones and they just happen to be closer than beevus and butthead. AH HAH! a new nickname has been born.
ps. waste? according to my spidey senses, signs are point at yessssssir!
BOO! 20090130
I am a ghost. Did you know?
nonexistant, a scary story to be told, perhaps. yet others seem to believe in me. only the ones who have the guts will actually stand up to it. i know that all you see is something translucent. you know it haunts you, and its not gonna go away anytime soon. you know that. and it probably scares the hell out of you.
better not blink, cause i just might disappear.
I dont fancy you, __________ 20090129
semester two. you are alright and you will just have to do for now. youre a tit bit better than last semester, but ONLY A TIT! more people in classes (besides third period lonliness) make it fine but i guess we'll just have to dooooo it up to make a good semester. ps. im kind of already bored of semester one, is that normal? UGH! well what can you do. school will be school. but reallly.. not even ONE superduper class i can look forward to? how sad.
subemjay. yes, nicknames are of a great advantage. i know what i said and im not regretting it, but try looking at things realistically. i know that you know what i mean. youre a year late, and right now is the worst timing possible to jump into the picture. cause look where i am right now; at that state where my trust is reeeal limited. i gotta find out what i need right now, but i still got you and i wont break my promise like other people have done.. dont worry, kiddo.
dude. anymore, at least.. frik. i dont know what to say anymore.. its like i dont even know you. i dont know where this is all going.. we'll see, tomorrow.
ps. keep being a nerd.. its the only thing right now that i know for sure will take me somewhere i need/want to go, woo! 8)
I don't know.. No really, I dont. 20090128
yeah, i can actually say it and mean it this time.
SINCE WHEN DID EVERYTHING BECOME SO DIFFICULT ?! .. i used to know what i did/didnt want/need, but now.. wth? everythings happening so fast and so unexpected, and id never think it would come to this but guess what happened! i can't even tell if its good or bad.. most people would say it's good, i guess, but if you think about it.. it could just end up worse, just like the previous times it did.. grr. i dont even want that to happen. im trying to even fix the last one, but SOMEHOW, soomeone isnt even co-operating. shame shame. i would say its all tragic, but hey, i dont think the story is over quite yet. i wonder what will happen once i break down this wall, and what ill see on the other end. all brand new? noooo. big changes? heeeell yes. or will this wall stand tall..
either way.. im scared, shitless.
Yeah I know, I have another one of these things.
AHHHH! okay, so i ditched livejournal caaause.. i dont know why i did, but i just did. i'll get off to a fresh start. besides, livejournal is filled with soo much shiz from the past 3 years, esp. memories and such. i guess ill start a blog thing. so anyways.. hello (: ill get back atch'all.
ps. i guess i can say THANKS KRIS, for telling me to make one? LOL. why not.
