told you so, bitch!
it's so very surprising. maybe im naїve. or maybe it was because all ive worked for couldnt go to waste. perhaps it was forgiveness. or could it be the fact that its just.. the way i aaaaare. i aint them. for months i thought that i should just adjust myself to my surroundings, try to do what im expected of. but hell naw, i can't live like that. ssssorry! i can't change.. i can try, but trust, it doesnt work. some say change is good.. who the hell came up with that. in this case, change isnt the greatest. and yeah, i can look at myself and be glad that i havent. things around me may change, but i haven't at all.. arent you glad? yeah ill admit, so am i.

and what does this mean? everything that you think it is.



no matter what, you better believe it.
i told you, ill always be here. see, i pulled through even though.

seriously.. it's not just recent things. it just happens constantly. im used to it all, and expect this bad timing to occur.. but it sucks everytime it happens. ugh. why does it happen? i dont freakin know! it just does, i dont control that... or do i? .. okay okay, i have bad luck too.

whenever i do to fix things.. it just doesnt fix anything -.- ugh fml? but then i run it through my head over and over.. dont fix things that arent broken. its not my fault.. when i know that somethings wrong i try fixing it but then, there really there isnt any difference in the end at all. then what the hell am i doing, wasting my time on something that i cant change.. i cant change the past.. and now its affecting my present and possibly my future. shit, this needs to stop. yeah, this means i am aware of how caught up ive been. and yeah, this means i will pay attention. im sorry for being oblivious.. i really am. i cant change anything thats happened, i know that. sometimes all i need is a slap in the face to wake up and pay attention. YOU HEAR ME.. free slaps on my face!.. if you have a reason to.. please dont just slap me. thanks ♥ LOL


thought provoking, isnt it?

For whatever might have been
And all that it never was
And all that I didn't want

For I saw us dancing through sunshine and rain
And I saw us laughing through joy and through pain
And I saw time passing but we did not change
And I still saw us together at the end of every day

Whatever you feel like, it's gon' be like
You better believe it
Whenever you feel like dancing
You don't have to dance alone, no,
You know, you know, you know
You should already know
I choose you

told you so, bitch!
it's so very surprising. maybe im naїve. or maybe it was because all ive worked for couldnt go to waste. perhaps it was forgiveness. or could it be the fact that its just.. the way i aaaaare. i aint them. for months i thought that i should just adjust myself to my surroundings, try to do what im expected of. but hell naw, i can't live like that. ssssorry! i can't change.. i can try, but trust, it doesnt work. some say change is good.. who the hell came up with that. in this case, change isnt the greatest. and yeah, i can look at myself and be glad that i havent. things around me may change, but i haven't at all.. arent you glad? yeah ill admit, so am i.

and what does this mean? everything that you think it is.



no matter what, you better believe it.
i told you, ill always be here. see, i pulled through even though.

seriously.. it's not just recent things. it just happens constantly. im used to it all, and expect this bad timing to occur.. but it sucks everytime it happens. ugh. why does it happen? i dont freakin know! it just does, i dont control that... or do i? .. okay okay, i have bad luck too.

whenever i do to fix things.. it just doesnt fix anything -.- ugh fml? but then i run it through my head over and over.. dont fix things that arent broken. its not my fault.. when i know that somethings wrong i try fixing it but then, there really there isnt any difference in the end at all. then what the hell am i doing, wasting my time on something that i cant change.. i cant change the past.. and now its affecting my present and possibly my future. shit, this needs to stop. yeah, this means i am aware of how caught up ive been. and yeah, this means i will pay attention. im sorry for being oblivious.. i really am. i cant change anything thats happened, i know that. sometimes all i need is a slap in the face to wake up and pay attention. YOU HEAR ME.. free slaps on my face!.. if you have a reason to.. please dont just slap me. thanks ♥ LOL


thought provoking, isnt it?

For whatever might have been
And all that it never was
And all that I didn't want

For I saw us dancing through sunshine and rain
And I saw us laughing through joy and through pain
And I saw time passing but we did not change
And I still saw us together at the end of every day

Whatever you feel like, it's gon' be like
You better believe it
Whenever you feel like dancing
You don't have to dance alone, no,
You know, you know, you know
You should already know
I choose you

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